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| ok...so, hello again after *counts* meh, a few months i think? i pulled up my old xanga b/c facebook is annoying me today. Lots of things are annoying me today. Thats the fun thing about writing here; i pretend someone cares and feel better about getting stuff off my chest. i missed you *hug*. So i started by adding a real pic of myself,isnt that exciting? when i started on xanga i had image issues, but then i discovered the joys of having your own camera! seriously dude, its addicting. Ok, lets see lets see...i'm an official senior in highschool now, I've started wearing eyeshadow and mascara(mass-scary) and no more braces so whoot  ! I got with one of my best friends who dumped me twice within three months, that was fun. Then my other friend was like "oh i ve liked you since freshman year" so yeah...thats going pretty well right now . Just the whole him wanting sex and writing status messages on fb that i dont think are about me...well fuck its just highschool, i'll deal.i mean hey i'm a pretty good kid(young adult? teenager?)- minus the good grades i mean. I don't smoke or drink or fuck or do anything remotley fun. i read!!! yay me!!! mewsh. ugh, what else? oh, totally voting Obama, even though legally i cant vote. did you know 60% of people who can vote in the U.S are obese? guess thats why Mccain is so "relatable". oh, and heard about global dimming? its when pollution sheilds the earthe from effects of global warming. and now that were cleaning up pollutants(cough cough barely cough) that could increase the effects of global warming faster than we thought. but im not a scientist, so hey, keep drinking your aluminum poisoning cans of high-frucose corn syrup and belching out gas from your H2's. Its only the future of our civilization,which will collapse anyways like they always do. Ah now im depressed again *thinks of boyfriend* ahhh now im stressed out again! *thinks of pie*. god, i hate pie, i hate it hate it hate it. DIE PIE!!!!! BWAHAHAHA i feel better now  so thats a brief entry to catch you all up whoevers out there in the inter-webs. chiao my loves, The Goddess | | |
| online diaries are stoopid. *note my maturity* | | |
| ew my last entry was really grossly gooshy. No one reads this so thats ok. I might comment other people sometime, but you know i'm so busy and all. | | |
| hello. I haven't been on for a few months,perhaps years;its all relative.  Updates: I am sixteen now My new yahoo name is Psychedelic_Celic@yahoo.com  I broke up with that guy around january we didn't talk for months he popped his collar out and was flirting with some girl in Band.  I feel ...dead. My baby shot me down.Why doesn't advil help with a broken heart? they need a med for that. I miss all my old buds on here...i'm still writing that book if i sound boring, i'm sorry. My life is very interesting. But i dont have the capacity to take it all in and be productive with it. Ah, well... love Jessie, and her alter-ego Phaedra Thea. or not. 
p.s i'm im love with him. And i ruined everything. | | |
| Youre the only one reading this thing, and iv'e gone back on my posts and...wow. I sound so...ugh. preppy. Thats not me, my typing is too spontanious and hyper for me. Stupid cumputer doesn't convey me properly. Hmph.No more talking about suicide for me, I got myself some tasty crunchies from the rehab. Just kidding. But I am a pathologcal liar, so don't believe me on stuff. Except if its on here, because this is my little prose of privacy where i actually am real. Well, close to real. A knoch above unreal but not all the way existing, you know? meh. I saw that pic on your thing Gavin its shiny, very stony and naked people-ey. in a good way! Yeah I can't appreciate art...or history. stupid american. *ahem* Will be on sooooooooo much more come summer, get to tell you about ...everything. gtg, loves ya, fay fay | | |
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